i found out today my dad has been trying to get in touch with me. not only do i not care, but i dont want him to actually figure out how to find me. i have nothing to say to him and i dont want to hear the sob story or have to try and dodge questions about my mom. i am sick of his mind game. i like the fact he doesnt know i have moved, he has never seen my photographs and he has no idea who i am as a person. it makes thinking he is dead all the more believable. this is why i chose a photograph i slightly over-exposed, blowing out the sky on the last vacation i was on. i can remember the feeling of being far away and it's comforting.
